Night Of Champions

Well it was the champions league final between Barcelona and Manchester United and as we all know Barcelona came of on top. That night was also was and incredible night for me might be weird since i am a hardcore Manchester United fan. It was that night i spoke to my long time chat friend for the 1st time and we spoke for 3 hours (haven't done that in a long time) our conversation ranged from general stuff do down right idiotic nonsense. Its been a very long time since i have spoke non stop to a person for that long. Happy memories creeps in mind once again laughter filled my gloomy air after a long absence. So even if my childhood team lost the match i got something worth more then a champions league trophy i got a friend who i can lean on.

Destiny Or Not?

If it was meant to happen it will happen that is what my father will always tell me if i ever asked will i be rich in the future but i also got a lecture you got to work hard to achieve what you want in life. In contrast to that how does relationship works do you believe that faith and destiny brought you together or you got to build on your relationship? Having the belief that the person you love is there only for you is a very romantic taught but what if that person is not what do you then hope that she finds it in her heart to love you or you build a relationship up as you learning from mistake correcting one another. Depends solely on what type of person you are! It is written for me to be a millionaire haha that would be nice but i swear slumdog millionaire never in their wildest imagination taught they will be walking away with 8 oscar award to their name yet it happened do you put on chance or they deserved it. I for one am sitting on the fence with this one i chose to live my with destiny and reality of life. Reality is something we can always grasp on to to bring us back down to earth but you got to have faith and hope and trust in the Lord to succed in everything we do wheather its to find love or be happy in life. I am hoping my destiny will come true but whatever it is i am yet to know.

A Poem

As the dawn breaks on a new horizon,
I capture a glimpse of heaven in your eye,
Happiness which knows no bound follows your every step,
Sweet taught rush in and out of your soul without a worry in the world,
Your very presence brings a warm glow to people around you,
Casting all fear and doubt aside with your gentle smile,
Healing the sick heart' ed with your whisper so soft,
My heart seeks for you in a pit of darkness,
As a kid i did not know what was love ,
But now i know love is you,
The sun now sets on my dream,
Never knowing if it will ever see the light again.

Over Possessvive

Being over possessive in life is it a good thing or a bad thing? In my case it was the wrong thing to do i should have learnt from my previous mistakes but did that make me a better person hell no. I have lost this girl many times before and she has come back to me but this time i mite have lost her for good. You want somthing so bad that you hold to thight to it and it does manage to slip through your hands. Never fell for a girl this hard before in my life but yeah she is after all my first love. Man how i miss all the times i spent with her now everything between us seems so different she has moved on while i am still stuck remembering bout my past. I am 19 yet i cry for this one person. From (A line from Alfred Lord Tennyson's poem, "In Memoriam A. H. H.")

'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all'

Love is such an important experience that even the pain of losing someone you love is better than not having loved that person. Even as i mope for her i am honoured to have loved such a wonderfull girl and i would never take back a single second i spent with her. As we move on in life i still do love her that feeling will never go away for as long as i live bold statement perhaps but i know i mean every word.